Wednesday, 24 June 2009

InsaneInTheMembrane.InsaneInTheBrain.

things are kind of crazy at the moment and I can´t seem to wrap my mind around it yet. one thing I know is: I am falling into the cliché of a desperate artist so expect some van gogh-ish pictures sans ear soon! (to every anon wondering- I don´t really see myself as an artist filling books or galleries with my genius, this is meant as some sort of pun.)
I don´t even think this 'crazy' must be taken with negativity but as always when a thing of importance approaches in life everything seems to pause and concentrate on this certain incident which makes seeing clear somewhat impossible.
to me, this is the approaching of my literature studies and the performance test that has to be passed that makes me act like a crazy person.
I want it so much it hurts. which actually turned into physical pain today when I forgot to eat and realized at 7PM that all I had untill this point was coffee.
I managed to spend two hours at the hairdresser´s though reading gossip magazines and drinking diet coke. I felt like if there is anything I have control of these days, it might be my hair so I decided to change it. any guess on what I got done?
picture via we heart it.

12 comments:

heleen db said...

I have no clue on what you could have done with your hair, but I'm sure it looks amazing!
And I really hope you pass your test, you deserve it.

mariam said...

bangs!!

they would look cool!
i so know what you mean by crazy, a week ago i found out that i passed my examens and i have my diploma now!

it was terrible

good luck!

Wanderlusting said...

Turmoil brings change - embrace it! I would love to see bangs on you, you would suit it :)

PS hmmmm not eating till 7PM...I oughta try stressing out. Oh wait, I am stressed, I just eat more lol

cma said...

hope you got bangs, i did and they were my favorite
a fun short cut might be drastic enough, i am looking forward to it
my advice is, take a deep breath, do some yoga, whatever will pass

-cma
check out my blog @
cosmicaroline.blogspot.com

Shin said...

Oh yes, I definitely feel like a crazy person when I had a bad day at work. Then I spend all the money I have on clothes...and I calmed down just a bit. I'm sure you look awesome whatever you decide to do with your hair! Maybe highlights? Or new hair color? I can't wait to see! xxoxoxo

Rinkalinka said...

What kind of a uni is that that has an entry test thats making you freak out like that?
Calm down sweety!

a. /// call me glitter, little deer said...

mhm... ohje, ich hoffe es geht dir wieder besser?!
btw gerne, du kannst auch gerne antworten ;)

LoveMore said...

hope your ok hottie!? you seem tired and stressed from this post :( - have a night out with your girls or something! always lifts my spirits!

and your hair ? PLEASE say fringe? we love fringes!!!! or as everyone seems to call it - bangs :)

Let us know - better yet show us!

much love xxxxxxxxxxxxxx bel

Anonymous said...

hi, hat wenig mit dem thema zu tun, aber ich wollt einfach mal anonym was da lassen:

musiktipp: fleet foxes!

ich mag deinen blog und ich denke, die musik passt zu deinem stil. beides sehr schön!

deep_in_vogue said...

Sounds like a rough patch, honey, but I'm sure you'll emerge from it soon enough! Keep your head up! xo

Maverick Malone said...

I know how you feel with the whole desperate artist feeling...crazy. I hope things calm down for you...try and remember to eat...not eating can get the best of you <3

Mimi said...

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